It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return,
but what is more painful is to love someone,
and never find the courage to let that person known how you feel.
Saturday, 3 March 2012
Sunday, 11 December 2011
IF I COULD SING THIS FOR U")
malam ini
malam pertama kita ditemani kelembutan cahaya rembulan
perasaan indah memanggil namaku untuk menyintai mu
malam ini
kehadiranmu membawa seribu makna baru untuk hidupku
dirimu memberi cinta yang selamanya
suaramu
bergema di hatiku
mungkin untuk selamanya dan
dirimu
bertakhta di hatiku dari pandangan pertama
malam ini
puisi yang terindah terbaca setiap saat ku bersamamu dan
kaulah puitis hatiku yang ukirkan senyuman di wajahku
malam ini
ku serahkan segalanya untuk wanita impianku dan
bidadari dari syurga cintaku hanyalah untukmu
suaramu
bergema di hatiku
mungkin untuk selamanya dan
dirimu
bertakhta di hatiku dari pandangan pertama
malam ini
malam pertama segala hasratku adalah untuk kebahagiaanmu
perasaan dari syurga untuk sehidup semati denganmu
Wednesday, 16 November 2011
SOMETHING'S KNOCKING AT 3 & 4 AM=='
two days later..
i slept in my sister's room..
since there only me,me bro n wife n kids..
that nite..i start sleeping at 12midnite i guess..
then i suddenly woke up..coz i heard someone knocking outside my house. at first i thought sumone is doin kerja kayu or what..so i juz let it be..but its knocking gets louder. i was a little bit piss off. but when i look at the time, its already 3 or 4 in ther morning( as i can remember). so then i was gettin little bit scared. the weird thing is,if sumone does doin kerja kayu, y theres only the of a hammer..n it sound the same evry time its knocked. n sure does, why would someone doin that kind of work at time like that rite?
then i remember my mom. it happend to her to..few weeks ago before we went to KL. she said, theres one nite when she sleep in that room, she heard someone's knocking. my mom kinda a crazy brave women. so she get off her bed n check it out what was it. well, theres nothing, n at the time my mom was about to check it out, the sound juz stop. suddenly. it happend to her 3 days in a route. but, only when she was sleeping in that room. she did said it was loud to. but only she did heard it. at that time i was in my own room. theres only 3 rooms in my house, the front, the middle, the back, juz before the kitchen. but the sound couldd be heard in the middle room, eventhough the sound was coming from the kitchen. how could that be?
it also happend to my neighbour to. she said she heard it to. she try to check who was it. but juz like my mom, it juz stop when we gonna check it out. now it happend to me. but last nite it didnt coz i didnt sleep. i sleep at 6 am..i was scared..so i stayed up till morning.
well, for tonite..i try to sleep again in that room. try to make sure what was i heard before.
so pray for my safety okay")
see ya tomorrow=='
Sunday, 13 November 2011
MY QUESTION LAK..HEHEHE")
- ape korg pikir mse mula2 knl aq?
- ape yg korg pikir mse tngk rmbut aq?
- korg pernah judge base on appearance aq x?
- korg pernih pikir aq ni freak x?
- mesti korg pikir aq ni sje nk cri market kan?
- cam mngade2 kan soklan aq ni?
- susah x soklan aq?
- eh korg ngah wat pe ni?
- kite nk msuk sem 2 dh kan?
- korang ready blum nk msuk ni?
- ok nmpk sngt xda idea nk tnye ape kan?
DEMMIT..ITS TAGGING ME
11 Soalan dari Myrara
1. Refresh balik. Macam mana kita kenal? ^^
*maen gitar
2. Adakah saya seorang kawan yang baik? Jika tidak betulkan saya.
*terbaek
3.Pendapat jujur korang tentang Myrara?
*bermula dengan Myrara yang saya kenal...
*Myrara yang saya kenal cool,nice,sporting,like music vry much
4.Benda paling terjal pernah korang buat?
*bnyk..err kcau org berak
5. Bagitau sat, benda paling membanggakan yg korang
pernah buat dlm hidup?
*hmm..
6. Pernah stalk me kat FB or blog?
selalu? kehkehkeh
*xpun~hahah")
7.Apa yang korang tak suka kat Myrara nihh?
*stakat ni xda pe2 kut..everything juz fine
8.Benda pertama yang terlintas bila dengar my name?
*yeke nme dye cm tu??
9. Benda paling menyesal korang buad dlm hidup?
*xthu la..stiap ari mnyesal aq..
10. Hadiah paling best pernah orang bagi kat korang
and yang korang bg kat org lain?
*adiah yg aq dpt..xda kut..yg aq ksi ksih syg seorg kwn..haha
11. Ucapan terakhir?
aq berak jap..chaw!!
Sunday, 16 October 2011
I WAS GONNA GIVE UP, BUT YOU GAVE ME HOPES
"I was gonna give up, but you gave me hopes"
haha, u probably wondering what's this all about rite. well its nothing much actually. sumthing to show how happy am i. hahaha.
ok here goes. i've been waiting for u for almost 2 years n 9 months already. yes, i do like u. no, I LOVE YOU. i wish i had that guts to say that to you. but i'm afraid. i'm to afraid to loose u. u r my bestest fren ever. so i juz keep it inside my heart. i could never tell u the truth. for the sake of our frenship. yeah. when the time i knew u had somebdy else, only god knows how painfull it is. but i said to myself, ur happiness is my happiness. i dont mind. all i ever wanted is u to be hppy in ur life. eventhougth u're wif somebdy else, wanna u to know that i'm always be there for when ever u wanted me. u can throw all ur despair n sadness to me. i'm willing to hear, i'm willing to feel it to. now i've been away from u. i have to moving on wif my studies. i tried to forget u. n i did. yeah. i did forget u. since i've been here, ur were never in my thoughts. i thought it last, but i was wrong. one day it came up to me. ur face, ur laugh, ur smile. it all came back to me. n makes me cry. i cried a lot that nite. i couldnt bare to forget u. as u were always in my heart. damn! whats wrong wif me?? why would i ever cried over u? simple..coz i luv u to much. i never luv someone like that before. but after all i've been through, i can only keep it inside. n when i was about to give in, u said sumthing that brings me up again. eventhough it may not be at this moment, but someday....someday we could be together. n i'll be waiting, till the end.
u're perfect women for me, but i cant nver be a perfect guy for u")
p/s:thnx my bestie,Atin for helping me out. luv u to babe")
Saturday, 8 October 2011
Thursday, 6 October 2011
NICE & RUDE")
hey guys..its me again..my second entry for this month..oyeah...well, it has been a few days around..n i'm still waiting for my final paper..Retailing..hopefully i can do it..some say its gonna be tough..geez..y evrything have to be hard for me?? anyway, these few days hasn't been so bad...i guess..well i did spend some fun time wif ma frens..jogging..for the first time ever since i've got here..n swimming in the pool..since now i had mastered few ways of swimming..yeah, i can swim..thehehe") but sumthing has gone playing in my mind lately. i keep thinking 'bout how people treat other from what they've done. this is juz my observation, nothing personal okay?
well, i've seen many kind of people in this world. different attitude, culture, skin, face n more. but one thing that is so similar is that..people always see n remembered well when somebody have done wrong. its like when we done something wrong, people would remember it. even for ages. they keep remind it for themselves. but when it comes to something good..people eventually forgot 'bout it. no matter how great things they've done, they juz seems to ignored it. even if they did remember, well..juz for a while..like i said before, lepas berak trus lupa..huh =,=
why is this happening? y does negetive thought is playing in our mind? lets think a little shall we..u see, when we always see, remembered every negetive things people do..hated will be bind in our heart. n when that happens, revenge is playing in our mind. we wanted to pay back what bad things do to us..but, did u ever see what is goods of others have done to us? did u ever remember what's ur frens n family done for u? well..i've seen it..i've done it...
i've seen many things people done to me..i've been worse u could tell..bad things..can i do the same thing? yeah, i could do lots more worse u could ever think of...but when i think 'bout the goodness other do to me..how can i ever repay that? it may not be good enough, but still..i felt guilty..saying bad things at ur back..did i ever done good enough to them? how bout u? did u ever think bout that?
well..haha, i dont hnow what's been into me this late nite..sori if this entry makes u feel uneasy or angry..this sumthing juz to remind me of appreciate the goodness that i have..n so do u..
p/s: syezly, juz my thought..dont take it personal okay?? smile") thehehe")
Monday, 3 October 2011
BEEN THERE, DONE THAT
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| ~see ya~ hai guys..long time no update seh..honestly, it has been really tough months. facing my studies, probs wif human of uitm..lucky i can still survive this s**t..i finally got my own lappy n my own broadband..easy for me to surf n to blogging things. so now i dont have to borrow from sumbdy else. i can do my work easily..now its already October..n theres only one week left before my final pper..yeah,i'm in the final examintion rite now, n i only got one left to sttle..then i'll be off. end of part one..time really gone fast hasn't it? in the blink of an eyes, suddenly i realize its almost over. even for 4 months in campus really has gone worse enough. well, not really worse ever in my life. but i manage to end up wif many things. sure there's also sweets n bitter rite? everything seems normal to me. nothing ever exicited me at all. feeling like in da skool also, the differernt is the way that we studies, live, place n food.hahaha.damn! seriously, the food here is the worse ever u can get. its bad, the price is way up high..n i rather eat Rotti Impit der..but what can i do..its juz my luck. well,better stay still coz i got 5 more part before i get my Diploma. n thats gonna be more worse than this i'm sure. come on,this all juz the beginning. talking about parts, next sem i maybe gonna stay in a rental house. damn! y we the juniors have to stay outside. come on! we're only stat to know this s**t things, now u gonna throw us out? geezz...i though we, the MDAB student gets full college(hostel). this MDAB things says that we r special. they say gonna give us mny facilities. hell yeah! we dont even have our own cafeteria. n we have to go sumone else college,juz to feed our stomach. if the college is near i dont mind..but it takes minutes to reach there. this college is soo forestry. this college is located deepest in uitm. can u imagine, i walk from here to my class,takes half a hour. great huh? hell yeah! the only good things that we,the MDAB student ever gets is money. no doubt bout it, n y? coz its all goverment things. hahha,the best part is, the a question about how great is our prime minister in my english final paper. n the answer n given shows him sooo amazing. come on,in my kitchen,the fruits is bweehh!(ape kene mengena??). well anyway, i juz have to be thankful. cant say anything else. juz shut ur mouth n deal wif it. geezz, am i talking bout politics rite now?? OMG! enough laa..so lame. people where are not like as we expect it. but the one we knows is there gonna be many many many kinds of behaviour. its a normal things when staying in this kind of place. not al people r the same rite. so its up to us to know how to deal wif them. different people different ways of treating. some r funny.sporting..n some r juz to annoying..as for me..i do meet some people that really make me feel really alive here..ever since i when to my Pra-Diploma, i never meet people like my DCA group. they r really something.hahaha. n some of them doesnt quite much to say. but there is some that makes me feel like i'm here.hahah.thnx to my fren Amirah, Amirul, Uyun n Imtiaz. u guys really makes me alive here. better than my roomates. eventhough i havent done much to u guys but, juz wanna thnx for evrything. n also others who related.hahaha") |
ermm i guess this is long enough. if u read till here u really r good reader.hahaha") never expect anyone could read all this junk. thnx for reading. see ya")
p/s:got anything to say, dont hesitate to leave comments..")
Saturday, 13 August 2011
KEJADAH??!!
KEBOSANAN
MELANDA
DIRIKU
SEPANJANG
HARI
INI
DENGAN
HANYA
MENGADAP
BANTALLLLL......
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| comel x? hehe |
Wednesday, 10 August 2011
IS THIS THE END?_?
Monday, 8 August 2011
CHANGING LIFESTYLE
hey guys
long time no typing..
it has been a month i havent update this bloggie blog
bz as u know la kan..
k la,aq mls nk speakin kali ni..
entry ni btol2 luahan hati punye beb (oh pelizzz)
sriezly aq ckp,aq dh bosan ngn hidup aq.
not dat i'm sick of this campus life.
juz kali ni aq ase hidup aq agak tersempit sket.
mmng la kan hdp ni sentiasa brubah ikut pada aliran waktu usia kita.
tp aq juz cant go on wif it.
aq x heppy taw.
hidup aq skunk trsepit ngn two things:
*studies
*personal life
ok,dri segi studies tu mybe la sbb things different in cmpus ngn skool rite.
its ok,fine.
but my personal life is different.more stressfull.
i mean,things get more worst than ever.
aq mcm xtratur je duk sni.
mse kt pra dlu ok lg kut.
aq dlu hidup always confident in everything i've done.
but not this time.
aq segan2 jer.
ralaq.
aq x mcm dlu,ske wat lawak2 ikut ske jer.
skunk pikir pnjng nk wat smthing.
surexsure jer.
aq ase kan..mybe la..
y my life is not-so-go-well
is becoz...
my status.
my gurl.
aq ngn dye duk stu kmpus,stu course n stu klass.
everywhere i go ada nmpk wajah nye.
bkn aq x ske.i do syg dye but.
com on.get a life la kan.
xkn 24 jam nk mngadap mke awek.
aq nk bebas taw.
aq x ske kongkongan.
mmng la dye x kongkong aq but,
tiap kali aq nk wat sumthing.
aq tkut aq luka kan hati dye.
com on la,even mula2 msuk nk knl2 student laen pun dh nk kecoh.
aq trpkse kwl dri aq nk jgn wat dye trase.
duh!
watta bout me?!!
aq nk jd cm dlu2 cm kt skola.
xsegan2,nk dressed up x segan2.
biar la org nk kte pe pun.
huduh ke ape.
it my out fit.
aq nk jd bdk yg ske wat lawak.
yg ske wat org laen hppy.
aq nk wat ape aq nk wif out hurts her feeling.
i want my life back.
desperately~
Sunday, 26 June 2011
VIRUSES??
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today is really weird.
5 of my claazmate got sick in juz one day.
i dunno if this disease is kinda of a virus or not.
but it all started when my claz rap(monitor) got sick.
Mus,the claz rap for group F.he got sick since 2 weeks ago.
we thought he got a normal fever.
but he havent attend the claz for a while then.
then one day he came,but he looks terrible.
he looks so skinny.like people havent eaten for days.
he only came for the morning claz.then he went back to his room.
at the same time,my other fren,Hakim(abg ngah) were also sick.
he also looks unwell.
another day,Mus still havent come to claz.
but Hakim got worst.so i took him to clinic n he was off one day.
after the weekend.he came back well.luckly he manage to overcome his illness.
thnx goodness.
but today.sumthing weird happening.
like i said,5 people got sick.
first it was Atiey(adik).she got stomach ache.it got worst n make her cried.
she said it happened since lastnite.i ask her go see a doc.
but she refused.
after a few hours,my other fren ask for MC.he said dat he doesnt feel so well.
n his face was pale.
then at afternoon,both gurlz got head ache.like a migraine.
n at the evening.another boy was having hard head ache n his body feels unwell too.
so he went to the clinic also.he missed one claz for today.but luckly dat claz was cancelled.
hahaha.
so moral of da story is.
this thing creeps me out.
i dont wanna get any weird disease.
especially at this kind of moment.
so for u guys.stay healthy,n play safe.
n stay away from drugs.
rokok xpe,heheh")
Wednesday, 8 June 2011
its all about MONEY MONEY MONEY~
ok..aq nk mrapu ni.
mrapu?? eeeuu..what the farouk???
asal aq gne ayt si polan tu eak..bleehh!
ok la,aq nk berkomplen-ment.
aq bkn nk komplen pe sngt.
juz that since aq amik course ni kan,use really bunch of money.
banyak bnda aq nk kne beli.
antara brang2 yg aq kne beli adalah spt berikut:
- uniform&tools=rm464
- books=rm250(one subject)
- other books=rm139
- total=rm853(theres more from that came from)
aq dh apply ptptn.but unfortunately aq kne tggu sbulan lagi.
mean that next mont my application will be published.
tp yg tu bru kuar reult aq lulus ke x ptptn.
klu x,kne apply skali ag...
tggu la plak brbualn ag...
cam sial je vavi...
vwalla~
korg taw bku ni stu brape??
haha.murah jer..
RM170.
T_T
amik kau..bru stu ni..
bnyk lagi bku kne beli.
whayallo,manyak gune ini duet loo..
tp mujo bku ni best.
ada mcam2 ingredients.
ways of cook.
tips.
very gud book la.
worhtwhile i say.
its show everything.
fish,veges,nuts,fruits,meat
even a PORK!!!
emm yummy.haha.joke.
so starts from today,i'm gonna use my money wisely.
starts saving now.while waiting for stupid ptptn.
surely i'll be skinny.hahah
see ya~
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